confidence

i think i was not a full confidence girl...coz i will think of some of the negative aspects if i saw sth that i did not have...i dun wan to be like this...i can ask my sis to be confidence...so how bout me?? i will have to be the model...maybe in her heart...i was also not perfect enough...^^...anywhere...i just wan to build up my confidence...just now i saw my fren having the photostat QT1 test book...suddenly i felt that she might perform better than me in this subject...but i should not think like this...coz everyone was different...dun try to compare to each other...it will just make u lack of confidence...just like what gogo said...U life is for u to enjoy and build up ur confidence...not to be lack of confidence...so at this moment...i told myself...not to think too much...if u keep on comparing with others...u will just felt that u are really not that perfect...BUT...bear in mind...everyone are not perfect...no one says that i was perfect...just that do what u can and continue to be better only...so so...be a confidence girl...dun think about those negative aspect as u look into one thing...think positively...happy is the must...fighting Jess...dun think that if other people have the thing...i also wan to have the thing...u have to be satisfy with ur own...be gratitude...just like my early post...every time i ask for the God...she will help me and bless me...so so...bear in mind...be gratitude to what u have now...dun think about too many of other things...what ur status now?? as a student...jus perform like a student...dun act like a po...even popo is better than u...just like my popo said..."怕什麽。。。有什麽好怕。。。" u are definitely rite...so so...now i was full of confidence...i will not afraid of anything...just ask if u are curious...just tell if u felt not happy...dun have to be panic...relationship is simple...dun put in too much of stress to urself...SAY OUT UR VIEW IF U REALLY DISSATISFY OF IT...DUN HAVE TO JUST FORBEARING...FIGHTING JESS...BEAR IN MIND...CONFIDENCE...^^