10.49pm

10.49pm...today is Saturday night...it means i have only one more night to stay at my house only...Sunday...i have to go bac to my second house...hate it...now i was watching 谈情说案...hehe...watch until episode 22...nice and attracting drama...i like it so much...^^...anyway...tonight...sth weird happen to me...i hate this kind of feeling...i really hate it...hate hate hate...
hangeng...one of the SJ members...have decided to leave SJ and come out with his personal album...i was informed by my sis...Kit...she saw the news while i was exercising...i was so excited until i can't control myself...after quick motion in exercising...i have a look at the short news...why he wan to leave SJ...why??? can anyone told me why??? can??? why??? i keep on asking...but no one tell me the answer...is that he have any conflict with his members...no way...they treat each other like brothers...they will not have any conflict...so why this kind of thing happen??? why??? according to the news...it was because of the 尊严...i know this is important...but can u just pls put it down??? i know i have not any right to ask you to put down ur dignity...anyway...i just hope that u will be happy...i know i was too selfish to ask you to put down ur dignity...since dignity is important for everyone...i know...i really know...i really get it...so i will still support u...suddenly i felt like nothing weird ald...coz i have a positive thinking ald...i think i can control my emotion very well...^^
“韩庚。。。我很喜欢你。。。但同一时间。。。我接受不了。。。你要离队的是事实。。。我真的接受不了。。。真的。。。但。。。时间。。。会是最好的治疗品。。。我用了几分钟打字的时间。。。说服我自己。。。不对。。。应该是说。。。我明白你了。。。我明白。。。我也不会再。。。不会再。。。不会再。。。想你离队的原因了。。。因为每一个人。。。做每一件事情都有他的原因。。。我选择相信你。。。我选择尊重你。。。我选择在你的角度。。。去想这件事情。。。加油。。。我会永远支持你的。。。我会的。。。加油！！！”
finish my typing at 11.05pm...i need time to digest the bad news...anyway...after 11.05pm...the bad news will be certify...and i will not wasting any of my time thinking of this stupid thing ald...fighting to all and also JESS...FIGHTING... =]